‘You’ll never be 100% ready. Do it anyway’

Just saw this message randomly and then somehow, it had an effect on me.

While I was on my way back to Lagos, all I could think about was ‘so how am I going to write on my blog? How will I start? What will I say?’

I feel like a foreigner to this blog. 

Why do I even think there’s a need to re-introduce myself?

Honestly, I’m feeling strange in my own space. It’s been too long. But who’s fault?

I’m sorry but I wish I had a logical explanation. In my head, I was justified. My reasons were legit. 

There was the excuse of ‘work’ consuming my time, not finding the outfit I wanted at that particular time, looking for the right spot, blah blah blah.

But drafting this piece made me realise how stupid those reasons are. 

I absconded. 

I became scared of actually trying this idea out in Nigeria.

I mean, tried a couple of times to get back on here but kept on pulling out one silly excuse after the other. 

Procrastinating. ‘Okay Lolade, just chill. You’ll blog tomorrow’.

Not anymore. 

I might not be able to do this alone, so I’m going to need your help. I intend to put out at least one post, every two weeks. It won’t be easy, circumstances may vary but hey, I’m ready!
Shirt: H&M
Skirt: Nine-To-Nine

Location: Eleko beach. Lagos, Nigeria